Counting down: 5 days

to the inevitable: flunking the Jap test. :\

Crap, the only time I can study is during lunch time. Go home at 10pm = just want to nua until 11 plus then sleep can. Craps...

The urge to sleep is so much stronger than the urge to eat nowadays.. -.- I'm pandafied. A trip to watson's is in order!

Time to mug. So that I can fall asleep faster when I see the notes.. Bahhhh.

Sometimes I think I'm so inherently evil there must be some sort of karma. And not to mention super sensitiveness.

I've never been happier on a computer =D

It's been a pretty happy day so far. The new laptop's here, I'm enjoying firefox, and it's lunchtime!!!! Muahahaha. Maybe Thursday isn't so bad after all la huh.

The worst day of the week

has to be Thursday, no doubt.

After careful consideration of all the days in the week. Normally people hate Mondays, but I'm fine with it coz sometimes there's tuition, others there isn't, but its just one day after the weekend after all! Tuesday is still ok, because its only the 1st/2nd tuition session of the week, I am not inclined to dread going home at ard 10pm. Wednesday is stilllllll tolerable.. But Thursday is really stretching the limit, because by Thursday normally I'm lack of sleep like no one's biz, and its not yet Friday!!! And then after gym its just so tiring that I'll want to head home, and Shermaine's excuses to prevent me catching her back home is not helping either! That's when I really feel just taking leave on Friday. So I'm extremely touchy on Thursday.. :(

And Thursday is coming in 2 days :(

And what's wrong with just wanting a bike lor. It's nowhere close to wanting a car. All I want is a frigging bike so that I can go home, eat a hot dinner, then cycle to tuition on weekday nights and cycle back home instead of rushing to tuition everyday, eating some nonsense puff on the way and then after that still have to walk home because its damn silly to pay 70cents for a 3stops ride which is about 5min worth of walking afterwhich I still have to frigging walk home from Tampines JC. For goodness sake, I am not going to die of a car accident just because I wanna ride to Shermaine's hse or Terence's house.

Treat, no trick.

Treat day today! For lunch and dinner both =D Thanks to the relevant parties for the respective treats, heh heh.

Very sian. A little unbalanced in more ways than 1.

Had one whole chunk of things I wanted to type just now, but then I think I forgot everything already. -.- STM is indeed STM in the tiny brain that I have. Fast depleting IQ and EQ lor, I think.

Many many roads to choose from, each as possible as the next. What now?

Trust isn't always based on how much gossip you share, you know. Sometimes it could be some updates when a friend is concerned.

Lousy post I know. My thoughts are just so jumbled up I confused even myself.

Heart, still thumping.

From the roller coaster ride home just now.

Hectic days, busy weeks

One hell of a hectic week has passed.

I think for the next week it'll be worse, since there won't even be a day where I'll be at home for dinner. That is, unless Shermaine miraculously wants to come on Thursday. *shrugs Still wondering why the heck I made myself so busy. And in a couple of weeks' time, I'll just disappear from PA for a period of time due to more tuition -.- How desperate a kid can be when he insists on wanting 2 sessions weekly, but can cancel due to a hangover, I don't know.

Just went on a huge shopping spree today and bought 2 pairs of shoes, and gym attire. And boom there goes the entire shopping budget I've set for myself in a month, spent in a day. Faints. I have no idea why I just want to spend money today.. Perhaps GSS is ending and I should make full use of the chance. -.- Or it could be perhaps retail is indeed the best therapy when there are stuff to think of, lol.

Damn tired. Going to sleep already!

Close shave

left me feeling very relieved, and somewhat in shock, but fuming mad for the most part.

What an idiotic driver.

I think I will think twice whenever I see oncoming cars, especially cars which zoom in carparks and steer dangerously close to people.

Geeky Talk

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

copy a:\joyce c:\idiot -p +r -11

i love typing commands. My DOS was very good last time

ahah

joyce wants to bring blankets and pillows here and snooze in office says:

what is this!

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

which Windows did you start your comp days with?

joyce wants to bring blankets and pillows here and snooze in office says:

eh..

cant rem?

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

haha

i started in the first windows

Win3.1

joyce wants to bring blankets and pillows here and snooze in office says:

zomg

nono

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

that time a lot of programs weren't windows yet

Word processor was WordPerfect 5.1

in DOS

haha

like Windows was just another program

not so impt

when i wan, just type WIN and get into Windows

and Windows can EXIT one lor

haha

now you can exit windows like that meh

joyce wants to bring blankets and pillows here and snooze in office says:

i rememebered that!!

ms dos

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

HAHA.. wow. You're old!

joyce wants to bring blankets and pillows here and snooze in office says:

but its nt my com

my com got windows cannot exit one alr

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

then most prob is Win95 onwards

wah. i remembered that time Win95 came out.. so damn excited

my fren went to buy

i use to install also

shiok

ahaha

joyce wants to bring blankets and pillows here and snooze in office says:

LOL

♠♥ Kah Yong ♦♣ says:

the change was so damn big lor

suddenly everything became so much nicer

ha

aiyo.. now ah.. change here change there also almost same liao

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And all these came about only because Google OS is coming out next year!!!! *rubs hands in glee* Can't wait to get my hands on it!!!

Listeners and Speakers

Some people are born to be listeners, some people are born to be speakers. Just like some people are born to be leaders, and others followers.

I have come to a point where I realized that I am very much a listener instead of a speaker, whether in terms of public domains, private chats, or simply listening to other people complain. But the listener sometimes has lines to deliver too, except that the dominant speaker usually ignores that fact and happily goes on with their topics.

Maybe that's why people like to talk to me so much. I listen a whole lot more than I speak.

Or rather some people don't let me speak.

End of yet another week

I'm tired (what's new?) but thankfully this week has been rather kind to me, being at home on Wednesday AND Friday for dinner with family.

And so TGIF! While tomorrow is Saturday, the day after is Sunday, and then after that it's back to Monday.. Feeling pre Monday blues even before the weekend has ended -.- Burning myself out probably. Thanks to forcing and pushing myself to the limit -.- I need more gym to release those stress hormones!

Did not hit my savings target for the month due to the super high expense last weekend, something which my GST Credits cannot even offset :( I need to be more prudent in managing my finance for the upcoming horrible 800 a month and other stuff which I will in time start to contribute money to, like insurance and the likes.

Feel like just taking a day off and go to the beach for the sea breeze, probably with a book in hand or with a friend to chat, and a cup of nice cool lemonade. That'll be great for the stress hormones too =D

Have to stop nua-ing and find that sense which has been missing in life for quite some time. I think more than one thing is missing in my life right now, if I have the time to chase them back or acquire them, I will.

Will stop nua-ing.. With a couple more of Restaurant City, Typing Maniac, Bejeweled etc. Heh.

Friends

are not something everyone treasures.

Everyone at some point or other, must not have treasured friends fully. But I think I've fully understood what it means to have friends around you, and some friends more than the others. But in essence, all friends I feel there's a need to treasure.

But hell yea, I don't practise that all the time.

I think I know I should treasure them, and I do treasure them most of the time. But sometimes it's inevitable that I'll neglect some more than the others, or goldfish memory can chip in sometimes too. Ok la, I think the way I express myself, or rather, the lack of expression, says it all. But usually I don't mean it.. :\

I've seen people acting like the world should revolve around them, some people who just take friends for granted, and honestly, rather repulsed by their behaviour. Honestly, they sometimes just take friends like they are some company until better ones come along. Or they put friends as the lowest priority, thinking that the friends will always be present there. Nah. The world's too cruel for that. People do drift away if no effort is made.

I don't wanna evolve into that. I will keep myself in check and take every friend as a blessing. Just very turned off by them.