1420 hours

And i've got one hand on august, and another hand typing, while talking to my ah ma. Had to tell her twice in 5min what i ate for lunch, -.- hai, hearing + finger + memory loss problems is sure alot!

Rough night

Spent some time at grandma's house yesterday, because aunts went over and cooked dinner, so we headed over there for dinner, and to visit my grandma. Accompanied her until my uncle came home, then at about 11plus, we left for home. Quite brain dead by that time, because the previous day didn't sleep well at all. BUT because today is a math paper, student asked some questions, and I have to dig out my book to solve for her before sleeping. AND because I was so brain dead, I was stuck at a trigo question for like, over an hour. =.=!!

No, I did not manage to solve it before I went to sleep. Finally decided that enough was enough, that I couldn't possibly solve it while half sleeping. So at some time near 2, I gave in and went to sleep. The next moment I know, while dreaming furiously, my phone rang. Brain registered the ringing sound and went: I thought I just slept, how come alarm sounded so fast.. And usually my dad will be awake and preparing to leave house when my alarm sounded, but he's not awake leh. THEN brain registered, no leh, it's not my alarm sound..

Opened my eyes and saw that it was 3am. KENGSIANG calling. 0_0

Answered the phone, and turned out that my brother was stuck at the door because we locked the door from inside. Super groggily woke up to open the door for him.

But I must have been blind or something, because apparently after I hopped back into bed, I heard a SECOND voice. Super alert for like, 2 seconds, and yes, there WAS a second voice.. My brother brought his friend home. =.=

I only hoped I wasn't in a huge disaster look after getting out of bed at an unearthly hour when I was opening the door for him =.=

Woke up this morning to see him still at the computer.

AND I managed to solve the stupid trigo question when I woke up, in 5 minutes.

Lesson of the day: When you're brain dead, JUST SLEEP.

Lol, but ze asked, what if you're brain dead at work? =.=!!

Summary for today

1) Boomz, shingz
2) Smirks, and more smirks. "Are you ready for me to chew you up?"
3) 10th November 2009
4) "Custodian of public funds"

That about all summarized my day. Hahaha. :)

Ris Low

I haven't been concerning myself with her, because I didn't really bother, and well, she already has a lot of attention as it is, so why add on to it? But I finally watched that clip the other day, all I have to say is,

Organizer's fault, for choosing her.

Lately I watched the Shan and Rozz show with her, and second conclusion is,

How did she even step out and let herself be suan-ed further. As if the media limelight is not enough for her.. Worse thing is, she didn't seem to be aware that she was being suan-ed. =.= AND not to mention the totally inappropriate use of vulgarities. =.=!!

C'est tout. Haha.

Manners on MSN Convs

I'm not sure what I feel is exactly 100% correct, but at least for non acquaintances, the least thing you can do is

1) DON'T put anything on your nick that will make people ask questions IF you don't want to answer, and

2) If you start a conversation, at least have the decency to fill in the details, and not be so evasive about everything, telling me all round the perimeter but not what's inside.

Put 3 such conversations together in less than 5 minutes, and tell me who wouldn't be frustrated.

Roar!

The threshold of pain

I've always had a nagging suspicion that my pain threshold is quite low. But somehow or rather, I just seem to get bruises all the time without knowing how I got 'em.

But those are so minor when compared to eye attacks. Woke up at 2 feeling a little hysterical because I just couldn't ignore the pain and go back to sleep. Couldn't find my eye drops with one eye, just grabbed my eye lotion, and can't even open my eyes decently enough to put the lotion in. Hot stinging pain :( The entire episode only lasted about 15min, but it felt like forever. Needless to say, the rest of the night didn't go too well. Woke up with eyes feeling like I've just cried the entire night away. Urgh, the frustration of wanting to sleep but not being able to.

On another note, the grandma made all of us panic yesterday with a small fracture, and cut flesh. A bit kua zhang to believe that she wanted to rush home to be with August, but nothing is ever impossible. I WILL spend time with her, after the concert ends.

Dear God, I have been bad.

By waking up at 8plus this morning, but went back to sleep and only woke up to realize that class starts in 10min..

But I will repent, by studying more.. French. Haha.

It's quite a shiok feeling to be able to sleep in on a Saturday morning.. Instead of rushing to get out of the house at 9plus. Guess I'm totally giving up on the idea of continuing Jap lessons. Spent the whole year trying to catch up with whatever the teacher was saying, but to no avail. I swear the last test was really a miracle of some sort, but I doubt this kind of miracle will happen again anytime soon. -.-

STILL lack of sleep, because apparently only slept at 5 yest.. -.- Still want to close my eyes. Bleah.

This is so cool!

Beautiful Sunday 2009: 27th December 2009, 3pm, Esplanade Concert Hall (click here for the website)

What else left to try leh..

Over the years, I've tried every way I can think of, to stuff the information into her brain. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't, but at least there was a stark improvement since primary school days. But an improvement from failing like mad to just passing or still failing, is not exactly sufficient for N or O levels. So it's time to think of new methods..

But what else can I still come up with leh?

Not to mention that it's just slightly depressing to find that more doesn't always equate to better. Argh, how to make the information stay in her brain, and make her brain turn around to seeing that everything is interrelated and not so square!

My creative juices for tuition is about squeezed dry.. Oh mon dieu. Aidez-moi!

Bridal kidnap!

Conversation heard over lunch time.

Part 1: While I was off buying nasi lemak. Nicole heard it. Some gal was sitting opposite us and frantically making phone calls.

Part 2: Nicole went to buy and I heard the rest.

After gal left, me: EH I wanted to tell you about the conv the gal was having!!!

Nicole: ME TOO!!!

So part 1 was basically, the gal called some friend, and went "I don't know what she is doing, pushing the wedding date earlier.. Don't know why she's marrying that scumbag.. She's such a bitch.." Yada yada..

Then I came back, and she made another phone call which we weren't paying attention to, then Nicole left to buy her lunch.

Part 2: "Eh, I found out liao. The wedding is next wednesday." ... "Ya, tell her if we're not witnesses for the wedding we will not appear for the wedding. I mean, why are we good friends if we're not even there for the ROM??" .... "That was exactly what Joan was thinking. She plans to be there so that she will not sign the papers and provide reasons why they cannot get married." ... "Do you think it's legal? I'm not sure.." ... "Yes, bridal kidnapping. ... Kidnap leh.. Ya, it's a type of kidnapping to get the bride away" yada yada.

Wah piangs. A dangerous friend!!! Kidnapping to prevent your own friend from getting married. -.-

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On a rather random note, I kinda liked last Saturday, where Vivo was rather happening with nice music for Oktoberfest. Kinda reminded me of the Europe times, and seeing everyone so high down there in Brotzeit brought a smile to my face. Wonder how it's like to just really let go of everything for once, and let your hair down. And liked sitting down at some random restaurant that we didn't know existed, drinking some hoegarden though I didn't really like beer, but decided not to be fussy, and yakking nonsense away like no one's biz. A carefree night, which I think I should really deserve more of. :)

I miss him, because of all the times that I can complain and non constructive comments will actually not be given, and because I've once had all these but sadly lost it all.

Oh I've found my risotto + paella heaven!

I am still so full that I feel like puking now, but nothing is gonna stop me from posting this~!

This is my risotto and paella heaven. I haven't officially tried the food, but we walked past there yesterday (OH WHY DIDN'T WE GO IN?? :( BOO) and it turned out that Cruz Teng was there too! And since it's on his blog, it can't be that bad.. With reasonable prices!!!

I want to go there soon!

I'm used to..

Fridays without dinners.

Saturdays without breakfasts.

Sundays without breakfasts and lunches.

Eating just because it is a meal, not because I'm hungry.

Or too hungry at weird times.

Getting a weird feeling in the stomach so often.
Feeling like puking when the stomach is too empty, or full.

Whatever residual virus I have, this thing is screwing up my eating system. BIG.

Wondering what will happen tomorrow, because I've finish my course of medicine officially today.

SingTel Account No. 28641796 for Oct 2009, Bill ID 0051

Dear Lim Hui Pheng Joyce

You can now view your latest SingTel bill, dated 19 Oct 2009, at http://www.singtel.com/myBill.

The total charge for this bill is SGD 55.92 due on 02 Nov 2009.

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OMG. 55 bucks! A good 20 bucks more than usual. An analysis led me to the 禍根, and I've removed it once and for all from THE phone. Tsktsk. I feel so dumb. Bleah. Good money to pay for a don't-really-need-it lesson. I will NOT anyhow download anything again! :(

Meanwhile, must sleep early, because I must wake up even earlier than usual tomorrow, even though there's no class.. Sigh. I want to sleep in!

Eyes crossed

from looking at too much data, too many numbers in the excel spreadsheet. But at least I've gotten them out of the way! Time to slack a little, after slogging hard the entire day (:

Both boss and Nicole not in today, so the office is relatively quiet.. Hopefully boss's daughter and Nic recovers fast! Not sure if they'll be in or taking a long weekend, too. 25 minutes to off work! And then it's off to tuition again, -.-

Just a random note to get my eyes uncrossed. I can't believe I helped Yinchow break my own bejeweled record yesterday!!! Or actually, I couldn't believe I created my own record, and then help him be no.1 on MY list. Hmph! Hahaha.

Ok, eyes are uncrossed!

想念是會呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落

I've always wondered at why lyrics have such a power over me, that I can feel whatever the lyrics are, no matter whether I've experienced them, or not. I can cry listening to a song, just because. Not depressed, not anything, just because I can feel so deeply. And there is nearly always a favourite song of the moment, by varying singers. No, not majority of them are JJ's! But it IS good to hear that he has an album coming out year end =D

Anyway, this is the favourite song of the moment. Not necessarily the newest song, but the song that can touch me the most. :)

Her live of this song (through the CD though) is SO GOOD!

Haven't been to k for so long, because of my stupid sore throat :( I so miss k! And sore throat is well!

Just unleash everything!

Comeon, release everything that you have! Just flush out all the toxins and viruses ONCE and for all. Don't make me suffer every couple of days.. :s

I wonder why sleeping the entire day away doesn't make me feel happy or rested.

edit: basically, I calculated that I slept 17/22 hours today (as of now)!!! Well done.

A nice quote

When you sit with a nice girl for two hours, you think it's only a minute. But when you sit on a hot stove for a minute, you think it's two hours. That's relativity. - Albert Einstein

Einstein sure has a perceptive way of putting relativity into normal everyday use :b

He has tons of other quotes (click on the title link), but I especially chose this one because I was reading a couple of blogs in the morning, and they happened to be on relationships. Broken relationships, that is. One seemingly perfect marriage, one seemingly perfect relationship. Alright, who doesn't quarrel, right? Forgot to factor in the time spent together during relationships when I was counselling her the other day. More time together = a higher chance of quarrels. But, to quarrel to a point where breaking up is inevitable.. Is kinda scary. Have never thought that they would end up separating, but they did. So this shows, nothing is impossible. Literally. Not even a child can bind people together nowadays. I wonder what kind of heartbreak both parties have to go through before coming to such decisions, and the poor child is probably still thinking why daddy moved out. Sigh.. Such is the reality of life.

I cannot imagine the pain. So I'll rather avoid it. Maybe that's why I somehow just keep running away.. I'm such a perfectionist that I only want ONE, perfect relationship. Or should I say I'm too timid to accept anything else otherwise. :s

Uber, super late

Using 15 minutes from lunch to blog. That's about.. 100% of my lunch time. YAH. Woke up this morning to find the outside MUCH too bright for comfort. Panicked, and grabbed my handphone. Blank screen. -.- The phone died on me in the middle of the night! I guessed it went low battery and just decided to give up on me.. Had a hurried bath, and was about to step out of house and everything, when I realized I don't know where my set of keys were. Panicked some more, because it contains my work cupboard keys, so I HAVE to leave home with MY set of keys even though I have another spare set of keys at home -.-. Found them after 10min, great! 8.05 am. So paiseh to SMS my boss, because I was sooooo freaking late. And hence I reached office at about 9.15am, and I asked to make up the time during lunch hour. Not in a good mood for eating too, since I don't know why a toothache developed -.-

On the other hand, after seeing the doc again, I have been coughing much lesser :) So in essence, last night was the best night out of so many nights, because I didn't wake up from coughing. I did wake up with a full bodyache though. -.- Don't even know why.. It's more sore than when I go gym.. -.-

Ok, 10min up. Only left 5min for me to go downstairs and grab some bun or something. :s

A wacky duo, but with diction better than so many people I know!

They are so wacky! And they covered a bunch of other songs too. LOL.

I'm gonna make the same wish and hope that I'll miraculously recover when I wake up tomorrow.

Energy-less, because didn't eat dinner.

Didn't eat dinner, because for consecutive 2 times, tried to eat something (soup based somemore!) and got something lodged in the throat, and started coughing violently until I teared like mad.

Something will get stuck in the throat, because the throat is very easily irritable.

Very easily irritated, because THE sore throat is still existant.

Have a sore throat, because of excessive coughing.

Excessive coughing happened because of the sore throat episode part(1).

And sore throat episode part(1) happened because................ Don't know.

Grr. What to do............................... :(

I think they're so cool!

Koped it off Minhui's blog. I think they're so cool!

Wednesday night and none done!

My jap homework, that is. Nua-ed too much after coming home, and just solved a -.- maths question which should have been easy but instead took me 5 whole pieces of workings before I could finally see what's going on. ... When the mind is not working well, it really can't work well -.-

And hence, I'm buried under a few worksheets, questions from the text, a yet to be started essay, and kanji test on sat.. Omg.. There's no way I can finish everything! Panic mode. How I wish I'm reading french, at least I can hamtam the meaning and not have to flip dictionary......

The nasal system is currently undergoing full alert mode. Must have been something that triggered the system to keep on fighting the imaginary enemies -.- Strongly suspect that bottle of oil dad was rubbing like mad with just now. Gosh, I have a screwed up nasal system!!! With a never ceasing cough, running tap, and inflamed throat.

Counsellor for the day

Tuition session turned out to be a counselling session, because Shermaine had a fight with her friends. Spent an entire hour listening to her rant and rave at her clique and how she felt ostracized, and concluding that she didn't have the same thinking with regards to friendship, as the rest of the friends. "Why you cannot come and tell us, we must go and tell you" just showed me that her "clique" is quite an immature one, and from the way she described, it's as though you must register and sign up into the clique, and when you want to leave the clique, you have to give a letter of notice, and quit officially.

Shrugs. Since when should there be an official "oh you're in it" and "oh, tell us if you want to leave the clique". -.- I think their definition of friendship, and basically human interaction is quite screwed up. People only do get together because of similar thinking, there's no way you'll tolerate another person or group for long if the thinking varies vastly.

Which is why I only concluded her raving session with, you're better off without them because you'll only quarrel again if all you do in the group is to tolerate, and then when you can't, burst with anger. And when she's angry, the rest doesn't really care. At least if she's angry, make someone suffer together! Now THAT's friendship. Muahaha.

Forgive me for the ramblings, because it's late and I'm still thinking bout how to cover revision PLUS acids and salts in the next 2 sessions. zzz

Whole day out

Spent the first 18 hours of the day doing the usual stuff. Sleep.. Wake up, go for Jap, not understanding much, then lunch, and went off for tuition at 3pm (which is totally annoying because of my #$%^&* student and I'm rather glad later will be his last session, he has PMS worse than a gal's, and too lousy an attitude for sincere learning). Met wanching on the way, which was a total coincidence, and I realize I really haven't seen her for a super long time.

Tuition overran, so I only reached PA at about 6, in which Xuefang kindly informed me that hs has left?! Lol felt a little dumb for walking into the compounds, but luckily we still ended up with dinner at some random claypot place, with a super chim conversation, and nice food (: Afterwhich, because hs has not gone out with us for such a long time, we ended up at Vivo, to choose a midnight movie to watch. Lol. Spent the time in between at Starbucks, where I am proud to announce that secret missions 1 and 2 are both completed and 1 is given out, the other will be given out soon (: Posting photos tomorrow!

Movie was very meaningful, but mannequin-like surrogates are damn scary. Haha. Cannot imagine a world like that, where humans are treated like dirt and surrogates are perfect. The plot is a little confusing, but all in all, I thought it was a rather well thought out movie and this is the 3rd movie that I've enjoyed in 2 weeks!!

Feeling abit emo suddenly. Tonight was something brought forward from some time ago, because it's been a long time since we ended up like that. Because everyone's schedule is impossibly different already.

G Force!

Good old rodent fun. Much of an entertainment watching the guinea pigs and mole racing around and doing FBI stuff with that hilarious thing on their ears, and watching them create huge messes which is not humanely possible. And oh, a pleasant twist to a very straightforward show. I'll admit that my attention on the show throughout has been all on the guinea pigs, mole, and mice. None on the humans. Lol.

And the fall which was super embarrassing turned out in the form of a bruise as well. Oh my.. I'm a serious walking disaster, I may say. HOW to fall down in a cinema, is way beyond my comprehension before today. -.-

On another positive note, my throat's been better ever since taking the anti-swelling medicine! But golly, it leaves me anticipating for the next dose of the medicine, which is every 12 hrs, because since taking it at 9.30am today, it's gradually gone back to swallowing with pain, and I can't wait till 9.30pm comes when I can take another dose. Gosh, HATE depending on medicine. I've probably eaten more medicine since last friday than in my past few years of life. Grr.

Wonder how Yuenling's doing. Adjust well, and have loads of fun!