One million things

Of which not all has got to do with work.

I guess I'm frantically trying to sort everything out in my mind. The human procrastination gene is seriously potent. I hope it won't be too late by the time I sort out my thoughts. That said, the level of commitment is scary; can I do it? 

Do it, don't do it, do it, don't do it....

I love the collage~

Felt really happy doing it.. :) Bits and pieces of my life. Just included my work mates in as well :))

The special people in my life. Now I can be reminded of them everyday!

I think this is what I need. A reminder of it.

This sucks.

This really sucks.

Too fast, too furious

Too soon. Even though from their PoV it is not soon.. But.. 

Where will I be in June!?!?!? *sigh* Just when there is this great tacit with some people here..

For I understand, I understand it all

Sometimes, as much as I think I speak rationally, maybe it's only rational to me. And if I were to speak "irrationally" in any sense of sorts, I would say I completely can understand these feelings. Because being an oversensitive idiot means being subjected to these feelings one thousand times more for something that's probably worth one thousand times less. Perhaps "magnifying glass" is appropriate for such descriptions.

And perhaps it is precisely because that I understand these feelings, that I can speak "rationally" because it's definitely not wise to go the other direction and get one all messed up for probably the other party's not gonna heck it anyway.

Yeah, being that oversensitive person, just like to get super emo over someone else's business. Not even sure whether what I'm typing is coherent anymore, but I guess it's on the spur of the moment.

Intricate ties, delicate ties.

Nodding off..

Overslept, yesterday. Almost overslept, today.

I think it's time to retreat to the bed and curl up with a book and sleep before 11 today! Rather than staying at the table and getting stung by the mosquito left right centre up down. Roar!

Wake up time FAILED.

Shucks; supposed to wake up at 9.45. Totally turned off the alarm and woke up at 11.30 instead. Well done.

Ok, the aftermath of yesterday hit me. I guess I knew it a long time ago, but despite that, had to ask the prof for certainty. And now the million dollar question is, do I move forward?

At least I guess I still have some time to consider. The commitment part is seriously scary.

One piece of news = one more awake hour because it's just so WTH

Really, WTH x 100 times also not enough!! 

TMD TMD TMD.

Blood boiling. Why the hell should I have been so responsible. Some day I should try being irresponsible and walk out. I haven't known the feeling of such before.

I HATE BEING RESPONSIBLE.

明明就想要，又要到處找人讓。

一點都不好受。

這一定是最“錯”的“對”事。

Bad bad monday

To start work. What with a persistent headache and train breaking down and walking straight into ADAD when I'm late and getting off so late for work I reached late for Titus and blues from spending too long a weekend and yes, advertisements on radio and TV.

Dead beat

After Sentosa Flowers became a hike and being "trained" by Janelle and Nicole, probably will be so cui tomorrow esp after a loooooong weekend.. Wonder if it helps that I already started the "healing" process by sleeping 1.5 hrs earlier on. Oh man headaches kill :(

I guess it's time to retire to bed and prep for tomorrow.. It's a long week ahead.. For more reasons than 1. *sigh*

In continuation...

I guess I will just do it. That's it. That's nothing viable that I can think of and since I can't tell lies to save my life, guess it's time.

I think I am beginning to appreciate the meaning of "love-hate relationship". 

One week and counting down

And no solutions found. Sigh.

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The cutest lil' Janelle

She prolly is going to be a very difficult girl for her bf when she grows up in the future.. Knows what she wants, knows what to do to get it! 

Evidence: the fact that everyone was cuddling over her when kor kor accidentally knocked her head - but still she didn't relent and headed straight to her mum for a fresh spate of tears the moment this part ended. 

Us: If we had played and knocked ourselves last time, we prolly would have gotten a scolding from our parents.

Janelle: knocked her head and had 3 aunts coo-ing over her not-really-existent bump on the head.

The power of Janelle. :))

CNY day 2

Started off with one lousy conversation that leaves me feeling very pissed off at a couple of those relatives. But nvm, because today is another great day and I am going to win back some $!! LOL. Had a lot of fun yesterday and fun photos.. :))

Janelle hunting part 2 starts today!

CNY Eve

Ok, I have a good 2 hrs (more) to while away before 赤壁 starts. Hurray to the start of a super uber long weekend!!! 

Ok that someone is drinking again. Grrr. 

That aside, had a good half day @ work today and #2 is back and thus email is flooded again! But didn't appreciate the arrows which came.. Zzz..

Rushed off to hv lunch at Bedok Point after work and I took a (supposedly) leisure walk to Grandma hse for reunion dinner. Turns out to be quite a fair bit of work cuz of the high heels!! But memories.. when I pass by the route. Like TJ swimming lessons. And the same route which I took a few yrs back.

But the new year is about having a fresh start and forgetting the past! Have a good one, y'all!

Back to gym today

And feel v cui - probably because I've not exercised for soooooooooo long. But it does feel good to bring mini out again and start off the routine. 

Thought of tomorrow and had a flashback of Esplanade Park some yrs back. 

Quite sensitive whenever I hear JJ's songs on video now.

Meeting in an hour! 

Random, ramblings.