Oh where is that shell

For I feel like it's no longer existant; every single thing upsets me these days by a magnitude of 10.

Then again, for the first time in so long I don't feel like going gym, yet I will, yet I must, for personal reasons, for promises even though it is a silly one. 

But that's just me to keep silly promises. And it's even sillier to expect others to keep their silly promises.

I don't want to turn into a petty emotional nonsense kid that I've been rambling about.