奇怪 leh

Why is it that I'm always the one who cares enough to meet up with the others to coordinate everything? 

What, you mean, maybe the others ain't interested enough to meet up after all right.

Or maybe they just wanna ride on free trips - since there are others organising, why should I do the dirty job?

Truth is, organisers can be pretty tired too. It doesn't help that you see the others being so non-committal about it. Or even expressively saying that organising is a dirty job and hence he is lazy to do it.

And some pesudo organisers can let me handle the rest. Don't know why I always end up being the contact point. 

Why ah, not as if I'm actually being paid to do all these. And as if it's not bad enough, people are so nonchalant about it it infuriates me. I should actually just stop organising after time and again of complaining, but no, I just can't seem to stop doing it. I care enough, you may say. Otherwise in another manner it's just 犯賤。Excuses about busy schedule, I don't believe my schedule is in ANY way less busy than any other profession, seeing that I have a full time job AND tuition kids to say the least.

Guess what, this organiser is pretty fed up already. No consolation even if everyone just goes, thank you for organising. There is a threshold to how many thank yous I can get too. No point saying thank you when the next time you do the SAME thing again.

Sometimes I am really glad for the PA guys and MOE ex-temps so that I can ride on free trips at times too.

Didn't mean to offend anyone with this post, I guess this period of time is not really a good time to piss me off.