Feeling subdued

I always tend to be an oversensitive person. But lately, I can't figure out whether I'm oversensitive, or I have complete grounds to do so. I think, maybe I need to sit down quietly and reflect on what went wrong, because the number of times I'm feeling such is not just once, but twice, thrice and so on so forth. If there are so many cases, then it must be me with the problem la huh. Jokingly stating something doesn't always mean I'm joking.. I just don't like tense situations. I always feel that it's better to keep my complaints to myself instead of bitching around, because bitching almost always cause some other non existant problems. Maybe that's why it's so easy to fault me for anything. Silence doesn't always necessarily mean consent.. Or acknowledgement..

Just feeling a teeny weeny bit upset over stuff. And it always feels nice to be appreciated and acknowledged, no matter how small the contribution is.. And therefore, thanks MY even though I am still an overly blur average human who will make mistakes here and there.

I just think that I care about how others feel way too much. Maybe it's time to learn about how I myself should be feeling.

The dumb eye isn't really helping matters.