The threshold of pain

I've always had a nagging suspicion that my pain threshold is quite low. But somehow or rather, I just seem to get bruises all the time without knowing how I got 'em.

But those are so minor when compared to eye attacks. Woke up at 2 feeling a little hysterical because I just couldn't ignore the pain and go back to sleep. Couldn't find my eye drops with one eye, just grabbed my eye lotion, and can't even open my eyes decently enough to put the lotion in. Hot stinging pain :( The entire episode only lasted about 15min, but it felt like forever. Needless to say, the rest of the night didn't go too well. Woke up with eyes feeling like I've just cried the entire night away. Urgh, the frustration of wanting to sleep but not being able to.

On another note, the grandma made all of us panic yesterday with a small fracture, and cut flesh. A bit kua zhang to believe that she wanted to rush home to be with August, but nothing is ever impossible. I WILL spend time with her, after the concert ends.