The strong will survive anything.

I get it.

The shell is somewhat getting thicker and thicker and thicker and thicker. And that is the consequence of trying not to take everything too seriously. For when I'm joking, I'm displaying no faith that the other party will keep his/her promise. And hence if I don't take anything seriously, it doesn't matter whether in the end I get the promise or not. And thus I am safe in my own shell. Although most of the times the shell is still not thick enough and needles can still poke through.

And the day this shell is broken is the day I may be truly hurt, but that day is a long time away, I should think.

And it took me 24 years to understand it myself, ahaha. What a joke! I'm too geng. And woe befall you if you should ask what happened (:

And I need to work work work work work! Having no priorities already.