So this is like 2016 and by right I should be damn used to the leadership role and ordering people about (ok, this latter part is a joke).
But I am not, and I know it's just the lack of confidence talking, but I am not. Randomly I will go on this "what have I done to deserve all the nods that my bosses gave me" little speech with myself because all that I have done, is what I think should be done. I give an opinion and it's being taken as an instruction and so sometimes I feel like a fraud, yes.
I guess the only thing that I'm certain I am very good at doing, is managing my bosses' expectations. It is simple sense to me but I guess simple is perspective.
I guess the only thing that I'm certain I am very good at doing, is managing my bosses' expectations. It is simple sense to me but I guess simple is perspective.
I realise this may be seen as blabbering but it's ok. It's the new year and I plan to remove this "I am a fraud" feeling soon. And no, this is not a sob sob post too because I really am ok except for this fraud-y feeling.
And no, no more resolutions for me. I can't seem to keep all of them anyway. :/
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