Loneliness

August's addition is both a good thing and a bad thing for my grandma, though before August came, she was constantly grumbling bout pets being a nuisance. After August came, he turned out to be good company for her, in which she can grumble to him, feed him when she's bored, play fetch with him and watch him run about etc.

But this also means that she's exceptionally lonely when August is not around at home, but at his second house. And it does seem like August spends more time at the second house nowadays, such that my grandma misses him soooo much when he's not around. It's kind of 心痛 to see her talk joyfully about August, but becoming sad at the sight of not seeing him. Especially when she's starting to lose her memory about little things these days; about me appearing at her house on saturday.

Sigh.