April is a month of rest

Nope, I'm not mistaken. It's still March (and birthday month yay?). This month has been a month of eating and more eating and MORE eating and I think subconsciously to make it up, I have been exercising EVERY DAY since the first week of March :o

And more subconsciously, it could also be to make up for the future lack of exercise within the month of April, for I have finally been scared into the surgery by one of the KKH doctors (urgh the public system, doctors giving different opinions don't help at all). 

As I read more into the complications, I feel more and more paranoid. I will basically sign my life  (and a small possibility of my future kids' lives) into my doctor's hands...!!!

The new herbal alternative treatments that my mum is proposing doesn't really help the case. It's probably too late and also that I don't believe in alternative treatments in the first place. I suppose there's legit concern from my mum regarding the op and I don't blame her but let's just whack it and hope for the best. :/

愛恨分明啊

At least I think when I am pissed off at someone, I don't direct my anger to other people (oh yes, I've seen such people and met such people).

That can be considered as one of my plus points la, hor? :)

That said, I smiled when a cab and a cup of Starbucks flashed across my mind. :))

Brand loyalty

Finally the election rallying and campaigning has come to a close. Cooling off day in 10 min time! Hopefully all the voters will already have a good indication of who they will vote for. Must maintain my political neutrality.. :)

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I realise that I am very loyal to the brands I support. As long as they have not completely failed me, I will stick through the brand thick or thin.. 

Nokia (until HTC arrived...)

Singapore (yes, Singapore is a brand and I get very fiercely loyal over that)

NUS + TJC + AHS (sorry, too detached from my pri sch already)

Accessories and clothes (just look at the number of cards that I have)

so on, so forth..

Perhaps some of them may be foolish brand loyalty, but as long as it works, why not?

And so what I want to really say is, I was at the supermarket yesterday, and I saw Fruit Tree Fresh and Peel Fresh. I would choose Peel Fresh over Fruit Tree Fresh anyway, simply because I am accustomed to drinking the former. It works for me. I didn't even bother to compare the price; I didn't know how much the latter cost. Why should I give up my steady 90 cents, for something else which may be cheaper, but may also be more expensive, and yet I don't know how I would take to the contents? 

Perhaps I may like it. But perhaps I may also develop an allergy to it. So.. Why should I change for the sake of changing?

Very very nua

End up being so unproductive because I simply cannot read more than one para in one go and need to rest my eyes so very often. Very uncomfortable, indeed.

Dozing off in Starbucks is very dangerous, indeed. But it's so tempting.. I need to close my eyes for a while :(

Heavy rain outsideeeeeeee.

First 8am Sunday of the year

Seems like it's getting more and more common! Got up at 7.55am, after tossing and turning the entire night, being wrapped in the blanket and without the fan! It was freezing coldddddddd. Not to mention my subconscious being VERY conscious about not damaging the hair!

Did ALOT of things during the first half of the day (read: 8am to 2pm) by going for a run, making both breakfast and lunch, and scrubbing and mopping everything else! I feel hardworking :D Totally slacked after that -.-" And now I'm tired and it's time to sleep soon but I have not settled anything! Zzzz. 

But I'm looking forward to work tmr cuz there's new stuff to learn!! :D 

Good luck to all O level-ers tomorrow!

The start of 2011... Still under observation

It was just a matter of crossing the 12am mark and off into another new day, that's all! Spent NY eve with the same people for the past few years, albeit being in foreign land this time round. Despite the ridicule right at the start of the day, it was a pretty fun 2 days and I got my One Piece!! Asking Weixiang to get more for me, hehehe. 

Guess 2010 has been pretty uneventful for me. It's quite a year on spending though, with 3 huge gadgets bought: laptop, phone, and camera. I guess I've become abit more lax in spending $$. Uh, let's just hope it stays this way and not increase with each year!

Long weekend to end off the year, and it's back to work as usual tomorrow. Thank goodness I don't have to do induction presentation!!! 

Mj luck is STILL lousy, but I guess I'm luckier in getting some refunds!! Good thing I didn't waste the 40+ dollars due to lack of sleep and stupidity.

New year, new start! I guess I don't really do resolutions anymore since I just can't seem to keep to them. But I know there's one thing I definitely want to do: Pick up french again! Je dois dois dois!

說什麽都得先考慮一下

很久沒有口無遮攔的時刻了。

長大了，說什麽事情都會先考慮，三思，分析。考慮看說了會不會有什麽不良的結果，三思，說了以後會不會對別人造成影響，分析這些資料是不是不該讓每個人知道，知道了會有什麽後果。

好累喔。

就連最芝麻綠豆的小事，也不說。最阻攔我的，應該是自私的怕說了之後反而造成自己的不便。對這麽一個時固執，時隨性的人，真得很糟糕。

僞裝的殼，太多層了，應該忘記怎麽掀下它們了吧。反正也太習慣了，帶着也沒怎樣。PS 男看太多了啦。夏和傑的

“毒舌是爲了保護自己；囂張是害怕別人看不起我；自大因爲自卑；花心因爲害怕付出真心遭到拒絕；自戀因爲沒自信；假文藝是害怕被人家發現我平凡普通”

還真夠貼心的。

Tired to the maximum?!?!

Mahjong until 6 then sleep; waking up directly to go for kickboxing; acting foolish and walked home thereafter, without any food of some sort, = crazy. Lol. I don't think I will try this combination of actions for some time to come.. :s

Tired ah!

Meanwhile, after a couple of days of weird food for meals, I am now craving for frolick!! Should have walked to T1 to get just now.. Aiyah. 

Warm!

Been scotching hot the entire day while I was in a constant bout of perspiration, I was sneezing away the entire day as well.

Ending up with sweat and tired from sneezing with a developing headache isn't how I want my weekend to end :(

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TGIT!

Oh.. Not so fun to have tuition waiting for me after work though.

The more I read, the more I'm awed by Lisbeth Salander. Interesting character, protects herself damn well, in all aspects. Respect!

Still water.. It looks like I'm hugging the laptop home tonight.

Seabreeze!

I vaguely remember there was once I went to the beach by myself some random weekday many, many years ago. With a book and gentle breeze and some sun and some quality time with myself.

I think I missed that. 

Maybe it's time for another of such escapades, after IP Forum. After all, what is leave for?

And the whole idea took root after Fabian went: stop imagining!!! Hahaha.

Kudos to Pisceans for having the world's most imaginative brain and vivid images.

因为幸福如履薄冰

Liked this quote ever since I first heard it from 陳欣怡 2 years ago. Because I feel that it is ever so true, and it can be applied to some other terms as well..

Like, trust. 

Trust, is something that presents great vulnerability. To trust = to give others a possible chance to hurt you. It's like.. handing another person a gun and hoping that the person won't shoot you.

And with this definition, it's no wonder that I close myself off to all others. 

And therefore with no real trust, how does it get broken? Hmm, need to ponder over it..

And this is an issue I can only take up with myself. Hopefully I get some answers out of myself.

And so I've sunk once more, into oblivion. It's been a long time since I've appeared offline. 

Sat night in

It's not half bad to come back at 4plus, bathe, watch parents go 三舅 hse and not follow; nap for 1 hr and watch some tv, have some duck + tea egg for dinner while watching movies on laptop -> TV. 

My only gripe is that I'm still hungry~

And here it is again

The feeling of puking is omnipresent every Tuesday, sometimes it happens, sometimes it doesn't.

:(

Ok.. It's back...

The entire cycle of nasal voice, pseudo sore throat, sneezing, running nose and the works.. I'm just missing the headache and fever to make it a complete set.. =.= This is not gonna be too optimistic! And I have tuition later. How exciting.

Perpetually cold

Haven't been feeling warm since Sunday. :s and it got so bad yesterday I woke up shivering terribly in the middle of the night.

And the best part is, my house has no air con, I closed my door when I sleep, and my windows are not on! AND I'm using 2 blankets, of which one of the blankets I used in frigging Switzerland.

:\ I'm cold blooded!

Boring induction

that has got nothing much to do with me, and even though there can be indirect relevancy, most of it is just non relevancy -.- But the top management are indeed inspiring, and the passion from the rest of the people are just..

Indescribable. I wonder if I can reach that level of passion..

Luckily tomorrow's a break from boring induction! As such, I'll be back @ my desk for the whole of tomorrow. :)

I'm glad yesterday hasn't impacted anything.. Not glad that I have a yet to be replied SMS.. Glad that I saw the cards on my table, and not glad because life has become dull. Phone call put a smile on my face. And my screwed up cousin will have karma. Screwed up. 

First day of 2010!

And 2009 concluded nicely.. with WII sans sensors. :\

Personally felt that 2009 had been a year of more downs than ups, for sole personal reasons. And.. I see no need to recall the events, because it's in archives :p I'm just sad that I think I became more grouchy. =.= Woes of growing up. On the other hand.. I've had the good fortune to have very good friends around, old and new. <3

2010 will be good. :) Spent a few hrs with LPY (as deciphered only 5 minutes later), and quite enjoyed myself with the mini urban hike and food, and just let time pass away! *salutes* to Clement, for being our welfare IC once again and coming up with something like that alone!

Headed off to watch movie with parents and aunt after that, and oh man, Treasure Hunter was bad =.=  Weak plot, lousy acting, missing bits and pieces, minimal fighting scenes!!!! Let's just say I spent 33 bucks for family time, la hor. Defnitely not for the movie. Faints. The only thing that fascinated me was that Jay actually looked like he's playing the instrument properly instead of some lousy cmi acting of playing an instrument. Then again, it should be expected of a musician too.. :s And after complaining left right up down, I realize my entire list of want-to-watch movies have almost all "expired".. With the exception of Bodyguards and Assassins, Avatar, Alvin and the Chipmunks II, since I watched Sherlock Holmes (: Sherlock Holmes was so good!!

Second day of 2010, here I come!

Except that I think it's a teeny weeny bit odd that I should still have the pains after 4 days; maybe it's time to visit the doctor (again). Neither gastric nor cramps, just weird and pain.

Still awake!!

Thanks to the very powerful huge cup of dark mocha over lunch which lasted till 6pm. Well done, the cycle's gonna repeat itself again.. :\

Was chatting about my too-busy-schedule, and then I went back to last December's posts to find out if I was as busy. Sadly, yes, but that's not the point. My point is, I was browsing through, and I saw this particular post about end of 2008 and start of 2009 (god, that's one year ago!!)

2009!

Need to pick up my Jap again.

Will I have the chance to pick up French again?

I need a direction in life.

Need to shut my relatives' mouths -.-

Wishes for world peace and lesser disagreements.

JJ World Tour 2009!

Get that rectangular piece of card called "driving license".

Picked up Jap but sadly failed to maintain it. Gonna pick up French again. Hopefully it's less disastrous than Jap.. Found my direction, at least, a vague one but nonetheless one, lesser disagreements because I couldn't be bothered to argue more, confirmed got my driving license, but it's as good as a useless piece of paper LOL. Relatives' mouths are still not shut. Hahaha. JJ World Tour was good (:

In short, I just realized that I actually achieved most of the little "targets" that I've set for myself in 2009. Albeit, some took longer than usual, but at least I've satisfied most of them. (:

SLEEP NOW!!!!

Wishing thinking

But if only the world is crafted and scripted properly, and rehearsed, I'm sure I could excel at everything.. Sigh.