I need to sleep!

Yes, I need to sleep.

Bad bad night

Slept at 12plus, woke up at 2 plus, 4 plus, 5 plus, 6, 6.30, 6.45, before finally waking up at 6.50. :(

爲什麽 爲什麽 爲什麽！Need someeee goooodddd sleeeeepppppppp. 

And I am really asking for it by always complaining but still went to organise tons of other stuff. Blah. 

May today pass faster.

And I am patiently waiting for 6pm

Because I have a terrible headache and desperately need to nap for a while before going to ah ma hse. And this shows maybe I am too dependent on the morning train naps. 

And that maybe I should sleep a little earlier the next time.

I really need to sleep better

And not have dreams every second of the night @_@

How sad is it when I slept 6-7 hrs every night yet I wake up only wanting to sleep more just coz every night is full of dreams and non rest? Zzzz.

Anyway, something new at work today. Know nuts about it, but will embrace it! 

And.. Some changes at work today. Mafan, but at least got everything in order.

AND some more changes to later. Let's hope nothing much happens later, since she finally got what she wanted and he is definitely not happy about it but no choice. Hopefully she won't make any fuss (which is nearly impossible, but one can always hope, right?)

And hopefully that's the end of everything because I don't think I can do 20 people, seriously.

STILL AWAKE.

Highly suspect the culprit to be the lethal Sprite + Ribena combination! But ok, at least tiredness is starting to set in - it'd better, considering I have to wake up in 3 hrs time??? Later will be a zombified day -_-

Let's make sure the zombified day turns out some satisfaction!

At least I can wake up slightly later on Monday too. :)

Before 10!

One of the rare weekdays that I ended up at home before 10. Like the nua-ing at home, and I think I will sleep at 11 today to make up for the past few days! Pretty pls let me stop dreaming my nights away so that I would actually feel rested. It's ridiculous that I start to even dream on MRT naps. ...

Gym-ed yesterday, and ached like mad the whole of today. Wondered what happened, since I didn't particularly changed my gym routine.. Still wondering if I should gym tmr, my quota of 2 times a week hasn't been reached this week plus I need to eat cheaper lunches! *shakes head*

Yay tomorrow is Friday! And next week will be a damn shiok week with 4 days course -_- of course, that also means my work laptop will be home tomorrow night..

Hello VPN for the first time, and possibly the last time. :\

Bloody early

Can't believe I woke up bloody early today. Before 8 on a Sunday is really a feat beyond feat especially when I was laughing my toes off at 百分百 yesterday at 3plus am still. Mentally not processing stuff too well now -_- And time literally flying past does not help!!! I'm still halfway from finishing my target today.

Last night's karaoke session was indeed a very happy session. Amazed at starhub's capability to squeeze money out of people.. Haha. Hopefully they will add more songs in time to come (esp JJ's new album!!!) and I'll have a blast of a time :D

One more work day to 2 days of courses

= Sort of long weekend. Haha. 

Kind of finished the work that I wanted to do today. Justified to slack for a while. 

Programme got through got through got through~! Happy. At least all that work, was for something!

Eyes closing..... This is what happens whenever I start on a new series. And this is precisely why I always hesitate to start on a new series!!!! 

Will lose my Tuesday freedom next week. Better treasure it while I can..

!!!

Did an amazing feat. I WOKE UP AT 2 TODAY.

0_0 Well done. I haven done this in.. forever??? The past few times where I slept only at 6plus or 7plus, I will automatically wake up at 12.. Oh well, I did wake up at 9 (only due to alarm clock), and then 12, then decided that since I was doing nothing today (or so I thought) I might as well go back to sleep. And the next time my eye opened, it was 2.. 0_0

But at least I had >7 hrs of sleep, which leaves me sufficiently rested, and finally woke up to do some mundane stuff.. Like changing my bedsheet (and nono, it was not because it was sat on by other ppl yesterday :s), catching up on my long lost 桃花小妹, and doing a little tuition work. Unfortunately, I could only manage to catch up 1/2 of ONE pathetic episode.. :s

Because I have to stop and prepare, for going out to watch Bodyguards and Assassins later! Woohoo! :)))))))

Wanna get home

Feeling like puking, with a headache, stomach pains, and uber sleepiness. :(

Just wanna head home, and zzz.

Time for a good rest!

FINALLY one day which I can sleep early without anything to work on.. Accidentally fell asleep at 11 yesterday, and woke up only at 6 plus, when I was supposed to finish my tuition stuff.. -.- BUT I can sleep at 11 today without feeling guilty and keep waking up =D I haven't felt so tired in ages.. From tuition to working to staying at PA longer than I've stayed at home for the entire week - 8am on both Saturday and Sunday ain't no joke! So stoned, I fell asleep everywhere, on the train today, there and back, almost during induction -.-, on the cab back yesterday (and cabs on both Saturday and Sunday ain't no joke either), everywhere and anywhere la!  Plus helping out everywhere and everywhere AND everywhere, chionging to find costumes still in rooms, having missing stuff here and there, and so on so forth, was totally draining.

Beautiful Sunday is finally over. All the intensive practices, for that one hour on stage which I felt rehearsal did a lot better. Rather screwed up, I think. =.=! But never mind, all's over. At least I do know that 第二民族 was at least good at some point of time, and all songs do have their perfect moments. I will never fall in love with 第二民族 like what I did with 冬，but after so long, at last I'm starting to accept the 立體感 and uniqueness that the song brought. And at the very least the entire orchestra has improved leaps and bounds since November, when I felt so cui at the thought of concert in less than a month's time. -.- It's always like that, PAYCO. Only during the last month will they produce decent results. Kinda like TJCO actually. Shrugs. And most of all, at least I know that my dizi ppl has improved by leaps and bounds too. I'm so proud of Juncheng! And Jiangjun. And William. And Jazz Variant was quite well performed, in my opinion. I loved that piece and was glad to see it executed nicely. Guitar on Fire was a pity, that it was so rushed that I could barely hear the 附點，and the music felt all wrong because 柳琴's sounds came out from the speakers instead of merging with the rest of the instruments. It's just more than odd, to hear the sounds floating from up there while the rest of the instruments' sounds stayed down there.

Rest and relax now! I'm lagging by a couple of episodes for my 桃花小妹, but I'm in no hurry to watch them now.. Sleep comes first! Oh, welcome to another short work week :D

Merry Christmas!

To the whole world. I've busied myself with reaching home at 8am, then sleeping till 12plus, and having a wild mj session in which I broke a streak, and let someone eat a 33 bucks hor fun :p Fun. :D But I didn't know how I can get this tired.. Camp debt STILL not paid back yet. When, man.

And tomorrow and Sunday are going to be busy days! ZZZZZ.

Am guilty to say that I've written NO christmas cards this year.. Really too busy for words, and feeling like sleeping everytime I reach home :s Therefore, thanks for the card! And if you are even reading this, it's good to be there for someone, knowing that it actually helps. :) Anytime, anyday!

Movies galore

1) Storm Warriors
2) The Princess and the Frog
3) Christmas Carol (is it even still showing?!)
4) Sherlock Holmes
5) Fantastic Mr Fox
6) Avatar
7) Alvin and the Chipmunks II

So many movies, so little time and money.. :(

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Had a very rough night, consisting of 2 nightmares :s blame it on my overactive imagination, refusing to let me sleep even in peace, haiz. But it was so bad, I couldn't even tell that I was in the midst of a dream, and I usually can tell.. -.- Pounding heart all the way, and I might even have teared. For all but some trival stuff.. Gosh. I need to be able to sleep in peace leh.

Still awake!!

Thanks to the very powerful huge cup of dark mocha over lunch which lasted till 6pm. Well done, the cycle's gonna repeat itself again.. :\

Was chatting about my too-busy-schedule, and then I went back to last December's posts to find out if I was as busy. Sadly, yes, but that's not the point. My point is, I was browsing through, and I saw this particular post about end of 2008 and start of 2009 (god, that's one year ago!!)

2009!

Need to pick up my Jap again.

Will I have the chance to pick up French again?

I need a direction in life.

Need to shut my relatives' mouths -.-

Wishes for world peace and lesser disagreements.

JJ World Tour 2009!

Get that rectangular piece of card called "driving license".

Picked up Jap but sadly failed to maintain it. Gonna pick up French again. Hopefully it's less disastrous than Jap.. Found my direction, at least, a vague one but nonetheless one, lesser disagreements because I couldn't be bothered to argue more, confirmed got my driving license, but it's as good as a useless piece of paper LOL. Relatives' mouths are still not shut. Hahaha. JJ World Tour was good (:

In short, I just realized that I actually achieved most of the little "targets" that I've set for myself in 2009. Albeit, some took longer than usual, but at least I've satisfied most of them. (:

SLEEP NOW!!!!

Going crazy over lack of sleep

Am no longer YOUNG. Need sleep. Cannot keep on doing this over the weekend -.-!!!

If I don't get coffee soon.. I'll end up concussing right on the spot.

Urgh, I hate this feeling!!!! AND it doesn't help that the caramel sweet I just ate has shreds of coconut inside :(

Dear God, I have been bad.

By waking up at 8plus this morning, but went back to sleep and only woke up to realize that class starts in 10min..

But I will repent, by studying more.. French. Haha.

It's quite a shiok feeling to be able to sleep in on a Saturday morning.. Instead of rushing to get out of the house at 9plus. Guess I'm totally giving up on the idea of continuing Jap lessons. Spent the whole year trying to catch up with whatever the teacher was saying, but to no avail. I swear the last test was really a miracle of some sort, but I doubt this kind of miracle will happen again anytime soon. -.-

STILL lack of sleep, because apparently only slept at 5 yest.. -.- Still want to close my eyes. Bleah.

SLEEPY!!!

Roar........

I just want to close my eyes and sleep :(

Why is it only 1630!!!!

If every weekend was this happening, I think my lifespan will be shortened by 10 years -.- Coupled with the fact that I used to wash my hands with acetone, breathe in plenty of air in labs, and various I don't-know-why-I'm-involved-de-karma, I think I will die at age 30. Faints!