A cynic, I have become

Over the years, I have changed from being a small timid trusting girl to an impatient cynic.

I'm not sure if it's the progression of life or the society but I sure am more at ease with myself now, rather than always trying to accomodate everyone. But I may have been much more sarcastic and judgmental than what I should be. So I always try to remind myself not to be too harsh in judging others, and occasionally compensating for the harshness with gentleness.

Maybe that will make me Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde instead, I don't know.

But I guess deep down there is still a vulnerable part of me that is very sensitive to others and others' comments. 

I don't even know why I feel like penning this down suddenly. I guess I just need to rant it somewhere that's not 140 characters or 600 friends in the friend list.